Sometimes it is hard to let go of how things used to be and move on; I know this first hand. It is hard to let go of what you thought your life was going to be like and to adapt to what your life is. As I know in my heart that living in the past is not what I want, I strive to keep my focus and to live the life I have now. I am not saying that this is easy, and I certainly do not claim to have mastered it. It is, however, what I believe and what I attempt to do every day. Appreciate the past, and live in the now!